saying something

overwhelmed overthinking paranoid

as if i have a sense that for a few hours some people intentionally turned against me

while doing the Heist - the secret project that Abel mentioned

and while i went through life constantly feeling that people think badly of me, that went as quite too much

please don't think badly of me

do you see me? 

i see you

i don't want this to end

here i finally have some possible head

even though i feel as If there's a weird kind of bird holding a gun against my head

holding a gun against my head 'aight

overwhelmed overthinking paranoid

as if i have a sense that for a few hours some people intentionally turned against me

maybe i just care too much

self-obsesed 

self-inflicted pain

self-inflicted spirituality

please don't think badly of me

while i drink this kinda poisened kinda bad kinda really fucked up liqueur

paranoid

paranoid

no friend to be there paranoid